Wednesday, November 02, 2005

and KiCiMiaO wants a LONGER holiday!!!!!!!!!

While mostly all the lucky people are still in their bed sleeping soundly, I gotta be the unlucky one to wake myself up early in the morning and go to work! How bad can my day starts up with har?! You tell me about it!

And when I reached the place, ohmigawd... the car park is so so empty, like as if you are at carrefour/ tesco in wee hours while they are still not opened yet or something.. sigh.. things just ain't right!! I sat there for the whole fucking hours only to have one respond from one weird people who actually work today, just like me.. Yawnz.. I drove home, speeding off like as if I care about the speed limit allowed...

Reached home :) .. walked in .. and hey.. sis just woke up from sleep! How unfair !!!!!

Well, is this life is all about anyway? pfttt!

Anyway, do not wanna go on about this anymore, else I will spoil da mood.. hehe!!

It is SL's birthday anyway today! So, one day if she happens to come over here, I would really like to wish her a HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Two days ago, on Monday.. was the day I realised.. words can REALLY hurt someone's feelings.. though we often say that action speaks louder than words, but then words itself can cause terrible hurt in someone's feelings.. well I was fedup with the complains he gave, I didn't think much but to raise my voice and shooted right to his face in front of few other people ....

I shall be more careful from now on... :)

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There has been questions in my mind, like always.. haha! But then this time, a lot to think... yet I am very calm about it.. usually I am not.. by the time I have the questions all in my mind, I would be grumpy.. and this would leads to depression once I fail to give myself the answers....

Work & Money... Does it actually mean anything? For one to put in so much effort and strive so hard in work just to be successful? Will employee ever be appreciated by the end of the day? Alright, perhaps employees ain't really appreciated.. but then still they work hard cuz of the money they will get by the end of each month.. everyone needs money to survive and the more money you get, the more luxurious your life might get.. but as I sat down and think.. we worked so hard, get money.. and the very moment we get the money, we started to pay bills off with the hard earned money.. and after paying all the ahlongs.. you are left with nothing much, which allows you to ngam-ngam survive til the end of the following month!

Tender Love & Care... Does one actually needs this in life? When you don't get attention from people around you, you start to whine.. saying no one actually cares about you.. you get no love from no one.. and you are lonely.. then as the time passed by, you start to get the kind of tender loving care that you have been longing for.. and then not long after that.. you starts to get annoyed as you felt, that someone who cares about you is not actually caring about you.. but trying to control your life.. like a pest, wanting to get involved with whatever that you do.. and thn, you ended up screwing them and ask them to fuck off! Then, you don't get used to it, as you are alone once again.. and there's no attention from people.. and thus the cycle continues.. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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