change... AGAIN?
The short meeting that we had was mostly listening with no question asked... I do not know what to ask... and there was just too much of uncertainty.. Where will I be? What will happen? Where is all these changes heading me to? How is the changes going to affect me? Who will I be dealing with then?I have questions which I know there is no answer to... I know the time will come when all the answers will come to me eventually but to waiting to know is really, seriously KILLING me slowly... The smile on his face as he was explaining don't look, although his assurance sounds positive...
Am I thinking too much or being naive about all these changes which is about to take place? *shrugs* I just hope it will be for the better... I remember the first time when I was out from my comfort zone, I felt so "alien"... but time passes by fast, the outside world has tranformed to become my new comfort zone...
I should just think positive, be positive... and when I get up from bed tomorrow, everything will be positive?
I know eventually this day will come... hmm... guess I didn't get all my weapons and armour ready... hehe! Well, okay... just hope for the best... hehe!
As I was walking out from the room towards my comfort zone, I realised that everything happens for a reason... I know there is a strong reasons behind all these restructuring... I now understand why he was pushing us for results... why he was requesting for us to do all the things that he wanted us to.... and now, I know... :)
I've been here for approximately 15 months now... the first change was alright... not much regrets... and I am grateful... I hope the coming on would be better... I hope everyone will still stay close and not drift apart from each other, like the result from the first change... I pray for the better...
The story that he shared about the culture in different places and organisation seems true too... at any other places you go, people will hangout together after work... chilling and talk about anything else but work... I hope I have a clique like this too :D MORE FUN BAYBEH!!!
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Oh yeah, for the matter of fact.. my hard drive is in ICU now, the Windows keep crashing... I raised white flag... Ben took it back... thank God the pictures can still be retrieved... I passed Ben the other hard drive as well... he managed to retrieve the thousands of songs that I have, but not a single pictures... there goes all the sweet memories... years of pictures are all down the drain! *sob sob*
posted by pUffy @ 6:05 PM
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