.: reeys say she needs total silence NOW :.

Happy New Year 2009 =)

posted by pUffy @ 9:50 AM 0 comments

rain again?

It has been raining incessantly for days and she just hates it. She wants you to picture this, a quiet moment to loosen up her tough day at work… with a cup of hot coffee by the windowpane to keep herself warm, hoping to enjoy the view but all distracted for the fact of the heavy downpour, washing everything down the deep dirty drain.

Life hasn’t been pleasant for her lately. Nothing seems to come by easily for her other than unembellished dilemma and mess. She’s striving hard and starting to suffocate deep in her. She seems to have lost her direction and does not know where to head to anymore. What’s there left in life? What’s there for her to look forward to?

She left work on time yesterday despite the fact that there were tons of works piling up just like the Mount Everest waiting for her to clear. She knew that she could not handle this any longer for the day. The burden is just too weighty. There were unattended emails, there were voice messages left for her to return the calls, everything is critical and everything has to be put on a high precedence. Basically, everyone is too demanding. Everyone wants to be a VVIP, just like when people steps into a club on a Friday night.

She headed to the usual hangout place for a late lunch and some drinks. She felt more relaxed and seems the air is fresher at the other side of the island where she was. She left approximately three hours later and headed back home. The whole journey, she was just not able to put full concentration on the road though she is the one behind the wheels. She wants to get home, back to her comfort zone; a place she felt safe.

Her favourite tracks were all out loud on her car, but she couldn’t enjoy it that moment. She reached home not long after. As she sat at the living area, she started to share with her folks on what’s in her mind. She just needs someone to really listen and to be there for her. It is very unlikely since childhood that she can really sit and have a talk with her folks when she is in trouble. She always felt that they will not understand where she is coming from. But the conversation that took place that night just made her felt they finally understand her better. They listened; they talked about it with her and tell her how she should handle it. She headed to her bed when folks need to leave the house not long after. She hope that night will be a night that she can have a sleep and feels better the next morning...

posted by pUffy @ 10:39 AM 0 comments

reeys born today - reeys is a Virgoan =)

posted by pUffy @ 10:51 AM 0 comments

it's just another day

posted by pUffy @ 3:24 PM 0 comments

rawr! this is not happening!

The past few weeks has been hell for me. I should have seen it coming. It almost happen approx two weeks ago while at work, but I just have to control… and I managed to stay calm and I thought that this feeling will eventually go off… I wasn’t in the mood to work overtime on Monday; I know that I will not be able to put on my full concentration on work…. I went down for a puff with El and then decided to go to QB, and alone that is… I went there with a purpose; I wanted to get a hair wax but all of the sudden, the emotional devil strikes and won! Goddammit…

I thought that the two days away from work will eventually make me feel better but then I guess I am just so wrong. Sitting in front of my computer, online and doing nothing causes everything to hit me back once again.

What is it in life that we are looking for? What is it in life that I am looking for? I don’t even know now… I remember sitting down one day and telling a friend that there has been many times in life that people are longing for that missing something in a relationship, the time, the love, the care and etc… until one find day when you meet someone who can give you that little something that you have been searching for in your partner… and there are people who ends up giving up the whole relationship that he/she has over the little something… which doesn’t quite make sense…. In the current relationship that you are having, you might already have 90% perfection, just missing out that little 10%... and you fugging give up the whole 90% of what you already have, just because of that 10% you’ve been searching high and low for? Is it worth it after all? I don’t know either…

B has been like the nicest guy I have been with so far… nothing close to the dramas I have been through in the past. I don’t know what went wrong recently… he still loves and cares for me like I am the angel in his life… I don’t know what is going on but I know the way that I am treating him is totally different… and this is obviously not fair to him at all… I don’t know what I should do… I'm in such a deep dilemma... oh God, please help me! :(

posted by pUffy @ 9:32 PM 0 comments

i iz bored

It is just such an emotional week.. but I don't know why...

I am high on stout on a Monday evening...

I am high on cough syrup on a Tuesday night...

I am high again on cough syrup on Wednesday night...

I did not turn up for work on Thursday morning. I iz cough whole nite through.... I iz not in good mood... I iz sleepy, i SMS whole team and declare i iz on MC today! :P

oh yeah btw, I iz also not goin to turn up for work on flidei... cuz i got appointment with LGL :P hopefully all iz good and carie iz in the pink of health soon...

Oh yeah, and if you happen to turn up to work one day.. and you don't have the mood to work, this is what that you can do... I think this is really a good idea... ngekz

*****

Nothing much interesting happens lately.. as usual.. hehe... most of my time will be at work.. after work will be coffee and home...

Weekend starts from Friday after lunch hour where the mood will kicks in... Friday night will always be spent in SS... I don't know how this came to my life... I can still remember that I have been someone who don't really fancy SS until I started hanging out with the babes... and there we go weekly now! hawt and cool and happening!

********

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow

And the award for the best lie goes to you
For makin' me believe that you could be faithful to me lets hear your speech

How bout a round of applause

A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now its time to go
Curtains finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now

Go on and take a bow
But it's over now...

Labels: monday blues, rihanna, take a bow

posted by pUffy @ 8:45 AM 0 comments

I fall in love too easily

posted by pUffy @ 4:54 PM 0 comments