feeling disabled
My life seems all so well now but then I just feel incomplete... weird...?
I have caring parents and seems like we are getting really well lately... I told myself that I should not get pissed over minor issues and I am feeling better now... They might nag but I know deep down inside that they care a lot about me. I know it is my fault that I am spending lesser time with them as I grows up, but I will ensure I have time for both of you ma and pa... you guys have been the greatest!
Working life is okay, though my working schedule is a bit off different from my friends and family where I have to work during public holidays sometimes, I couldn't complain much... I work with great people in this organization and I am glad I am here. I am dealing with funny, erm… I would say unique kind of people with all sorts of nonsense coming from their mind, but then.. hey, it really proves that there are just too many types of people in this world.. and it would take a lifetime to understand someone… He might want solution A and insisting and chasing for things to be done, and when it is finally done, he choose to stay with what he has earlier, before we arrange anything for him.. A real sonnawabytch :-)
Big J is really cute that she starts to email me. I am surprised! When I was at her age, I think all I done best (which I had a picture of) was admiring a picture in a story book… and the best part is, the book is upside down! Now this reminds me of the picture below.
Anyway, both Js are the star in our family. Loved by everyone! :D They are just SO adorable! :D I wouldn’t mind to be Aunty Carie to both Js.. or perhaps 10 Js… or 20 JsssSsSss? *giggles*
Argh, can't figure out what is missing from my life! :(
I’ve been just all so hooked up the internet news… The moment I am in front of a system connected to internet, I would just HAVE to go to TheStar and NST, never fails.. life is just so backdated without them… and reading the news today, the Audi A4 hijacked is a scary shyt and it happened just so near my place!!!!!! What happened to our oh-so-safe-tight-security? Hehhh!! I have doubt all along ever since the snatch thief incident! Thumbs down, they are just not good enough!
Don't feel nice.. leaving for gym now.. blehhhh....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
03 Sept:
I left right after work without delaying much and of course there is no overtime for today... enough is enough for the day... Ben came over and we headed to Island Plaza, for a nice cup of coffee of course... and the nice java chip is being companied by a warm doughnut, how perfect… but it’s a sinful indulgence uh? Ngek ngek… We spent quite some time there, reading papers and mags, relaxing…
I feel full and bored later that I started bising, wanting to make a move… and we headed back to Bayan Lepas.. Nothing much of my normal routine… Listened to the Fly FM Flirty at 10.30 and it is one awful request.
Kim made a request for the DJs to contact Zac. Apparently, Kim and Zac has been together for like the past 5 years and 11 months together and one day Zac asked Kim out for dinner, and told her off that he wants to end the relationship and walked away… and that was the last time Kim ever seen or talked to Zac. The “S”Hole has been avoiding all her calls, emails and etc…and you know what, yesterday was their 6 years anniversary! Damn!!! Poor girl… Wouldn’t want to conclude much as I don’t know the true story behind these people… anyway, just have the feeling that the guy has lost the feelings totally…sad but true…
I reached home and chatted with folks a little… Dad gave me a red packet, wishing me a Happy Birthday… minutes in advance… I got from Mum on the weekends.. *eheks*
So I chatted on the phone a while before dozing off.. I told B I still want to sleep when I am 24 before waking up with the fact that I am 25! Hahaha!!! But the phone keeps beeping even after 12am, so basically I was awake and experienced the whole 24 – 25 dilemma! Hahaha! Anyway, I had a good sleep! :D
04 Sept:
I woke up at 6 after delaying my alarm since half past five. I had my morning routine as usual and folks are awake by then… Mum gave me my birthday hugs and kisses before I left for work, :) that says how perfect my morning is… hehe! I love you ma and pa…
It was raining heavily the whole journey to work and I was feeling cold by the time I am in office.. geez... Raks said that the rain is blessing from the above, sounds positive :) Raks, "Rapunzel", Mun and Yean wished me :P I got a card from Trev on the table.. hehe! Aunt called, saying something is on the way... hehhhhhhhhhh........
I received loads of wishes from friends, relatives, colleagues and all.. thanks load people! YOU GUYS ARE GREAT! :D
So now I am officially 25 and 6 days old! :( end of story
