.: reeys say she needs total silence NOW :.: April 2006

Saturday, April 29, 2006

The Sweetest Taboo ?

It is like entering into the Forbidden City, everything is being prohibited, no matter what the heck it is.

I believe there are a lot of people out there who is in or has through this kinda situation, where you want something so badly, but your aspiration ends up with a BIG disappointment. We just can’t continue to whine so much, and as a matter of fact.. it won’t help much anyway!

All I can say is, the world ain’t perfect but we should be fortunate enough of what we have now, compare to those who is suffering at the other end of the world, where there’s no love, no peace..

I’ve always feel envy when I see friends who can really get along with their parents, having their parents to be so understanding, and parents seems to be my friend’s buddies! Well, it is not that I’m unhappy about my parents.. I am glad that I have them, else I wouldn’t even be here.. but then there are just differences.. Anyway, I do not wanna go in detail about this (:

So, about my friend with her mum who is like her buddy.. I felt it is kinda cool when she told me she went out for ladies night, but a tequila and kampai made her go high.. she still get back home.. and manage to take a bath, washed her hair.. but then gets into her bed with wet hair! And guess what? She felt someone lifted her up to sit, and it was her mum!! Wiping her wet hair! Hahaha! Cool? I always felt she has got this cool family… but then, when I thought she’s happy about everything in life, she is not actually… the conversation that I had with her this morning changed all the perception that I had for her.. So, it goes back to the topic of today.. where she seems to fail when it comes to guys… everything seems so good and so well.. but all of the sudden things just went cuckoo.. This ain’t the 1st but the 2nd time that the same scenario happened to her.. Poor girl uh? And so she said “I HATE GUYS NOW!” and “I CAN’T STAND ANOTHER HURT LIKE THIS”

Well, what can I say but to give her words of comforts.. and just pray that everything will be better for her for the days to come…

Thursday, April 27, 2006

i see water... splashing!

Early in the morning today and I received a call from SL, and .. well... not a good news.. sigh.. When she called, I thought it was about the plan for the girl's night out or the yumchar session with Al, but in the end it wasn't.. It was about Russell... Russell actually fall sick couple of days ago, fever.. but yesterday when BG went home, he noticed Russell was no longer there... being kidnapped!!! This ain't good...
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There's a type of person that I really hate in this life, especially when it comes to my circle of friends or relationship or what-so-ever.. but I do not know why do I always have this kinda people in my life. Well, I have been in a relationship where the third party happens to be someone I was rather close with at that time.. so when she told me things and etc, I just withdraw myself from the relationship. It is not that I wanna be the great person who sacrifices.. but then I felt there's no point holding to a relationship like that, after all... it takes two hands to make a clap... right?

So the conversation that I had with D just, shouldn't take place at all... It just ruined everything.. I mean, I know things wouldn't be the same anymore.. the perception and thoughts that I had about him just seems so opposite now.. but.. well.. life goes on and I cannot react foolishly... andn I can't put all the blame on him since, well.. it is not easy to control feelings.. else we wouldn't call it as FALLING in love.. right?
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*Yawns* It is only Thursday noon and I am feeling so lazy, gosh.. WEEKEND, where are you?! I'm missing you dearly!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, April 23, 2006

Snap!

This is back in January 2006 @ Batu Ferringhi

Pantai Kok, Langkawi @ Feb 2006Langkawi @ March 2006

More pics to come.. too long to load.. too lazy to wait.. adios

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Berita Terkini, Hiburan Sensasi

A little update for my little space here...

The Haircut
I have cut my hair.. it was a sudden thing.. a walk in the mall with Chris and W and I was asking Chris if she wanted to cut her hair.. she said yes.. and so we proceeded to a saloon W had a haircut earlier. Erks, it's much shorter now... anyway, hair will grow.. so... nothing much to worry about I guess.

The Birthday Bash
Chris came back to Penang on 7th, and so we went to beach and club.. well, as usual ler.. but this time, she brought a friend along, called J. Time passes by so fast whenever Chris is back here, anyhow.. it was a great time to spend together.. the crazy act was the bar top dancing! haa haa! Usually people only want to see girls on the bar top.. so if you are a girl, and don't want to be dragged to the bar top, wear a dress/ skirt and use that as an excuse for the entire night :) She went back after all the great time on 11th..

I gave her a call on her birthday itself, and she was still in bed feeling tipsy still I guess. At that point of time, D and W were already in KL, and guess what, they actually ride a bike there! It sounds crazy to me, but to them it is adventurous.. haha! anyway, cut the long story short.. didn't meet up with D n W.. they had a bad day before.. everything seems screwed up.. and W conclude it as a bad trip.. ah.. its the past.. well for me, I'm glad I had a great time! I guess there are people I should really meet up like kampung boi, stan, blablabla.. and the list continues but I did not call anyone.. why? cuz my handphone was in ICU.. and there goes all my contacts in the phone's memory.. however, I get to catch up with K, thanks to the almighty brain I had.. hahaha!

The Meeting Up

I have known KS for yearssssssssss, and there were so many times that we planned to meet up but in the end, something came up and the plan is cancelled.. almost give up on meeting up, as we thought it is all fate.. but then this time.. finally we met up.. muahaha.. finally..

Nothing much to elaborate here, but it was indeed nice meet up.. everything went on well except for the time when we were leaving.. I do not know why but we seperated into 2 groups and walked different directions.. weird...

Photos
I have finally finished copying all the pictures snapped centuries ago into my computer. Well, D kept chasing for the photos to be burnt into a VCD with music and etc.. but then how the heck am I suppose to do that when the camera owner actually passed me the camera without any cable! So after weeks, W finally pass me the cable.. then when transfering about merely 20% of the pictures, the battery just have to go low, and the camera went off! argh!!!!!!! Then have to remind the forgetful cartoon to pass me charger pulak! so you see, it is a very hard work.. but then its all worth.. all the nice pictures.. and memories :) I shall post pictures when I am free! yippie!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

It has been a while but then.. the cough n flu still stays with me.. and since last Friday, Cat started sneezing nonstop.. and when my dear C got back, she got it from me as well.. so now all the fingers are pointing at me! Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Life has been treating me bad lately .. Do not really wanna whine so much but.. my damn phone got drowned on Saturday noon! :(

and I lost my purse on Monday night, with money that I have just withdrawn 3 hours before...

How sad!

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