Saturday, October 22, 2005

and KiciMiaO laughs hysterically..


muahahahahahahaha! disgusting biatch!!!!

and KiCiMiaO is blur once again

As I came online, kor msged me in MSN Messenger and I noticed the nick in chinese, in which a banana girl like me would not understand.. and after asking him to translate.. this is what I get..

There are loads of reasons for not wanting.. in fact, when you feel like letting go... the feelings just have to be there to let go.. and you'll eventually let it go..

Does it make any sense anyway? Read it over and over again bah~

Sunday, October 16, 2005

and KiCiMiaO finds this rather CUTE.. don't you agree?

This is my little smeagol :D hee hee..

and don't you want to agree with me that this is just so cute?

Saturday, October 15, 2005

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Maybe all these happened because of me.. I just don't think I will ever let this happen to me ever again.. Enough of the tears and hurts.. I seriously had more than enough already.. Am I demanding for too much, or is it that everyone have just too little to give? If I can give in and be devoted, then why the hell can't you?! Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Action really do speaks louder than me.. so don't just talk.. cuz I am seriously tired of hearing whatever that come out from your mouth..

Should I just stay away from everyone else and.. get myself an imaginary friend? A perfect friend that really and truly understands me.. in which I think this kinda friend just don't exist in real life... Imagination just gotta keeps on running..

Friday, October 14, 2005

and KiCiMiaO just don't understand WHY...

It was a Friday afternoon...

Tell me what will you do when you leave office happily to go for lunch as planned.. and the weather was just all so right.. and.. everyone's food has come.. gone into the stomach.. being process into shit.. and yours is still not here yet?! I waited for almost one whole damn hour.. and they said, there's too many orders and they missed it!

and it was Friday again and everywhere is so packed.. don't know why.. and it jammed like strawberry.. and definitely legs will feel tired for the manual car owners.. the card just don't move.. as I was feeling so bored in the car, I looked by the roadside and I noticed, hey even the snails move faster than me! Now you know how bad it is to get stucked in a traffic jam?

and when you loss all the mood because it is a Friday, they make it even worse when they just have to stop your car and check your license! ^%&!#$%&& Geram sial! You know what, it is like.. there's almost road block every single day.. and everyday ask for my license! Why must they block my car all the time?! grrrrrrr.... Dont't you just love them so much when they are just so dedicated to the society during the fasting month?! It always happen this time around the year.. ;)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

and KiCiMiaO says.. "come here little puggie" :)


My new little puggie :)

Saturday, October 08, 2005

and KiCiMiaO says those were the days...

The outing wasn't the same anymore. Though most of the people can actually make it.. or should I say more people make the effort to turn up.. but the feelings wasn't the same. I know she's still mourning. She started drinking the moment we reached there. I just had a few sips. I really wanna quit drinking.

In less than an hour, she's not feeling alright anymore. Started to lean on me. I do not know, if it was a good idea that we let her drink.. He was trying to control her intake of alcohol but to no avail. She kinda tumbang after that. I hope she feel better today.

I had a talk with mummy today. Yeah, I do agree with her that... it is hard to accept the fact of losing someone in your life, all of the sudden. A sudden death like this is really unacceptable.. well, from my point of view, even though it is not a sudden death.. but it is due to the fact that someone in my life is sick and I should actually be prepared for the death, I still don't think it is easy to accept the fact.. cuz that someone will be totally gone forever and all left is memories... well, what else can I say but.. life is short...

I no longer feel the same anymore though we went to the same old place. There's no excitement and thrill anymore. All I was thinking the whole night is why was I so into this kinda thing once.. and not now? What the heck is happening now? Maybe cuz my age is cathing up! >.<>

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

and KiCiMiaO's battery is running low..

I was in my room and I heard someone knocking the door... Get my lazy ass up and opened the door...

Daddy : Uwah.. you ah!
Me : Erks.. what?!
Daddy : Black metal ah you?!
Me : Har??? (looks into the room.. no black metal posters pun! no black metal songs.. nothing!)
Daddy : Why wear all black?! haha!
Me : -__________- Then you blue metal ah?! Wear all blue!! :-/

*****

Poor BoWee is going to be botak soon cuz his owner got no time to comb him.. and he's now tangled like a furball! Poor thing!!!!

*****

Question : Why girls get so excited when there's big sales in town? and they go huu-haa when there's lingeries on sales?! there won't be enough of lingeries eventhough they have a closet full of it... hehhh.. girls mahhhhhhhhhh! what ya expect wor?

I picked a friend up from a mall for lunch today. She got in the car and start to take out the nen-nen-pau and start to show me how nice and how perfect the n-n-p is... :-/

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Question : What to do when you are feeling so tired, that you can barely move the end of a finger?

Remedy : Take a warm bath, then rest in your comfy bed with the air cond on and soft music.. off your phone.. and put on a cooling mask.. uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............zzzZZzzzzZ~ oh.. make sure wash off da mask before going to lalaland.. :)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

and KiCiMiaO waves the white flag...

In such a short period of time, so many things happened. What shoud I do to cope and to get adapt to all these changes?

I guess this was just one of the really black black year in my life.

There were so many funerals. A day after my relative's funeral, I then received a bad news again. It was my best friend's dad this time. I was speechless as I hear her crying over the other side. What I am suppose to do? At a time like this, I know there's no word that can actually comfort her. I end the call, and went over that very night. Now everything is over.. I know it would be a very hard thing to do, to accept a sudden death of a beloved one.. The post mortem shows the death was caused by heart attack, and.. due to the fact that he's a smoker.

Nuff said?

No one actually cares about smoking, cigarrates and life, do they? Smokers only give response like, 'life is too short, so enjoy while we can'.. perhaps life is really short, but then why must you smoke and caused people around you to have shorter life and higher risk of dying even faster? *shrugs*