no more KiCiMiaO oh what so ever...
Life hasn't been treating me any better lately.. Or maybe I should see things more positively?I do not know why there's always problem here and there.. but then.. I know.. there's no such thing as a perfect life.. like in example, you might come from a rich family, but that doesn't guarantees you happiness.. right?But then again.. why must all these comes to me?!I admit that I was in disbelieve when I heard what the doctor said.. My reaction was "Oh My God!" .. and my mind goes back to 2 years ago.. gosh.. I don't want to go through something like this once again.. sigh.. does medicines actually helps? I would prefer some Skitties than medicines.. it's bitter.. and there's a lot to take...............
and KiCiMiaO has been tag-ed! What is memememememememememe?
Seven things you plan to do before you die:1. tour tour tour tour and tour :)2. snorkelling.. but 1st I gotta learn how to swim 1st lah!3. be rich :) if i was a rich girl, nananananananaa~4. since I am rich, I will donate all my money to the poor.. (but must leave a bit for my funeral also ler!)5. club club dance drink.. blablabla.. i'm gonna die anyway 6. get myself a white miniature schnauzer :)7. get into the arms of my loved one.. and just.. DIE :)
Seven things I could do:
1. eat sleep .. sleep.. then eat.. and sleep again
2. drive ppl nuts :P
3. make stupis ppl looks/sounds even more stupid :)
4. gimme a fast car, i can speed xD
5. Hibernate
6. kill a butterfly while driving :-/
7. make u invisible cuz I see no evil
Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Utt
2. utt
3. Utt
4. utt
5. Utt
6. Utt
7. and Utt
Seven often repeated words:
1. yaya
2. WTF
3. hehhh..
4. wassup?
5. erks
6. Uhmm
7. lol
Seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex:
1. Charming eyes
2. Taller than me, but then not too tall
3. Fit
4. Smart
5. short hair
6. a lil tanned is nice
7. attractive :P
Seven tags to go:
1. LiEw
2. joan-lynn
3. anthraxxxx
4. mountchick
5. layzebone
6. anisism
7. juneyyy
and KiCiMiaO had the longgggggggggg holidays after so long!
Several days of holidays in a row and I am now feeling bored.. well, it is hard to make someone happy.. too much work and we start to complain.. and now that I have til the weekends, I am already feeling bored! Looking forward for tonight and tomorrow night though! weehee! Time passes really fast!Have been keeping in touch with WN eventhough after the job changing and different working time that we are having, I really feel like I should find a time to go and catch up with her.. I only manage to drop by and say Hi, spent some time with her watching the Halloween performance blablabla and off I go.. the place just ain't my kinda place I guess.. then she called me again today.. complaining how terrible her colleagues are.. and how they group up to boycott her.. there's nothing much I can do as I am not working as the same place as she is .. but the listen to her ... then she gimme da long island tea promotion.. bleh!!!! 1 whole big fucking jug for RM77! hahaha!!! I somehow get my dearest chimui to get addicted to this long island thingy.. cool! lolzHowever, the long island tea that she had at Segafrado's yesterday was more like iced lemon tea.. it sucks.. G's AK47 taste horrible too.. and my midnite mint... can pour it down the drain! Dunno wtf they are serving man! Then bill tak datang.. til we started eating the chicken wings... hands all oily and there comes the bill.. DARN! -_-"Then W came along to join, it's good that he ordered beer, cuz I believe the taste of beer will definitely be the same, unless they do something to the poor beer.. in which they didn't lah!As we were walking around, there were some camera/ mp3 players blablabla fair, and W almost knock his head against the pillar after noticing the price at the fair is much more cheaper than the mp4 player that he bought the day before!!! hehhh... luck i guess... Then I saw something.. iPod! Tell me which is nicer, iPod itself or iPod nano? nano is like so SLIM eh!!!!!!!!!!*****The misunderstanding between me and him in the previous post was finally settled.. everything went back to normal supposedly.. then I thought everything is at peace now, but then it didn't stay long though.. after the misunderstanding.. then now with hunn.. telling me the same thing.. that what I said really really hurts.. if this comment come from more than 1 person, then perhaps it is really me the one with problem.. in the 1st case, I knew it was my fault to raise my voice in front of other people around me and said some terrible statement to him.. but to hunn.. I really don't know, sigh.. but then for those who really know me, they would know that this is just the way I talk.. argh, whatever it is, it always seems to be my fault.. cuz I am always the bad one, right?
and KiCiMiaO wants a LONGER holiday!!!!!!!!!
While mostly all the lucky people are still in their bed sleeping soundly, I gotta be the unlucky one to wake myself up early in the morning and go to work! How bad can my day starts up with har?! You tell me about it!And when I reached the place, ohmigawd... the car park is so so empty, like as if you are at carrefour/ tesco in wee hours while they are still not opened yet or something.. sigh.. things just ain't right!! I sat there for the whole fucking hours only to have one respond from one weird people who actually work today, just like me.. Yawnz.. I drove home, speeding off like as if I care about the speed limit allowed...Reached home :) .. walked in .. and hey.. sis just woke up from sleep! How unfair !!!!!Well, is this life is all about anyway? pfttt!Anyway, do not wanna go on about this anymore, else I will spoil da mood.. hehe!!It is SL's birthday anyway today! So, one day if she happens to come over here, I would really like to wish her a HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*****Two days ago, on Monday.. was the day I realised.. words can REALLY hurt someone's feelings.. though we often say that action speaks louder than words, but then words itself can cause terrible hurt in someone's feelings.. well I was fedup with the complains he gave, I didn't think much but to raise my voice and shooted right to his face in front of few other people ....I shall be more careful from now on... :)*****There has been questions in my mind, like always.. haha! But then this time, a lot to think... yet I am very calm about it.. usually I am not.. by the time I have the questions all in my mind, I would be grumpy.. and this would leads to depression once I fail to give myself the answers....Work & Money... Does it actually mean anything? For one to put in so much effort and strive so hard in work just to be successful? Will employee ever be appreciated by the end of the day? Alright, perhaps employees ain't really appreciated.. but then still they work hard cuz of the money they will get by the end of each month.. everyone needs money to survive and the more money you get, the more luxurious your life might get.. but as I sat down and think.. we worked so hard, get money.. and the very moment we get the money, we started to pay bills off with the hard earned money.. and after paying all the ahlongs.. you are left with nothing much, which allows you to ngam-ngam survive til the end of the following month!Tender Love & Care... Does one actually needs this in life? When you don't get attention from people around you, you start to whine.. saying no one actually cares about you.. you get no love from no one.. and you are lonely.. then as the time passed by, you start to get the kind of tender loving care that you have been longing for.. and then not long after that.. you starts to get annoyed as you felt, that someone who cares about you is not actually caring about you.. but trying to control your life.. like a pest, wanting to get involved with whatever that you do.. and thn, you ended up screwing them and ask them to fuck off! Then, you don't get used to it, as you are alone once again.. and there's no attention from people.. and thus the cycle continues.. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
