SiCkO!
cough, sneezing, feeling cold while body's so damn hot... argh.. this is just so not good. It is seriously not good to take cough syrup if you really need to stay awake.. I was coughing like a crazy chimpanzee yesterday after lunch while blowing my nose which will soon makes me looks like rudolf, so I ended up taking the cough syrup that my Dr has prescribed for me. By the time I completed work and left office, I was feeling so damn sleepy. I try to stay awake by going for pizza before leaving home, but I ended up sleeping in the car for like god-knows-how-long-it-is. Mummy called, LiEw called, Alvin smsed... bla bla bla... sleep again.. until Daddy started calling my cell nonstop, which brings me back to reality world. Well, this ain't a good experience, cuz I am now having a backache! Hahhhhhhhh!!!
SIGH..
Have you ever feel very sad and down deep inside til it really hurts... like as if something is there poking through your heart? Is there a button to press so I can just flush it all out?I wanted so much to cry all out and to let go of everything.. but the voice whispers and it's all hold back. Anyway, why am I having all these feelings? Monday blues? But it started on Sunday itself... Where will all these leads me to? I am at a road, which splits into 2 at the end of it... but both path seems dark and I don't actually know what I should do.. I know ignoring it won't make me feel better, and I will go no where..All I wanted is just to be happy! Make me happy and I will give you candy!!!!!!!!I have had enough of craps in my life, in fact more than enough. So why am I still getting all these kinda stupid shit? Won't things go any better for me? Its like everything is just going from bad to worse... :(
some updates again
In one night itself, two person thought I am an Indonesian, and they asked which part of Indonesia am I from... and 1 of them who happens to be an Indonesian herself, even spoke to me in Bahasa Indonesia.. how sad.. Was it because of the tan I get from the beach? or is it because I look like a maid? hehhhhh!Anyway, I'm going to get some tan AGAIN this coming Thursday onwards..well my precious Langkawi Island, here I come again!!!!! The previous trip was like a month ago and I was there for 3 days 2 nights trip and I had a lot of fun! I went back there again, like after 12 fucking years since my very 1st trip there, you know? Well, what that I can remember from my 1st trip was I went there with aeroplane and I was there with my family.. and most of the time spent was driving here and there, visiting around and try the food there. We also visited Daddy's friend, Uncle Syed and he got 2 beautiful and nice to mix with daughters.. I wonder how are they now.. hmmm... oh yeah btw...there's also where I had my very 1st roti jala.. hee hee!! But last month, the time spent there was the beach (and it was awesome, 1 called Pantai Cenang and the other one called Pantai Tengah if I am not mistaken.. though not famous, but it was nice compare to those Pantai Pasir Hitam.. or even Pantai Kok which was introduced by one of the local ppl there.. it looks more like Pantai Cock! nothing great there!), walking around (and we walked like so damn fucking far, then gotta walk back summore.. and this is what we called gatal-pungkuk la.. I mean, already have a car there, yet wanna walk?! haha!) ... drink, drink and drink.. We drank a lot, mostly beer.. well, I don't take beer all the while but you will feel damn fucking guilty man if you don't take beer when you are there as you can get as cheap as RM1.30 per can! hahaha!!! We bought lots of beer back into the hotel and our morning starts with beer, even before the breakfast.. With the weather so hot, and you get those chilling beer.. it really feels like heaven :) ngek ngek ngek..I just can't wait to be there again!!!!!
Name please...
Sometimes, it is good just to have a simple and plain name.. nothing too funky, or too complicated.. cause people will just get mixed up... When I had a new colleague who joined us couple of days leaving me a memo stated "To : Karena" instead of my name Carienna, my other colleagues started to make fun of this.. and I was called Macarena instead.. This nickname then stays.. how sad uh?Then it was Punk. Yea, I am not kiddin but everyone calls him PUNK. I thought he was kiddin when he told me to call him Punk, so I tell him "oh I'm Rock if you are Punk!" He doesn't have the punk look but I don't know what's behind the name/ nick. I think I should really ask him to show me his ID next time when I see him.. hehe! Anyway this was what happened... Punk is a guy who works at a place that I frequent to.. and he know W and the rest of the gang long time ago, even before me and Chris knows him.. but W don't really know Punk is actually called Punk, til I keep on reminding him.. and yesterday during a conversation, W keeps on telling me Pink.. I was wondering.. whois Pink? Pink Floyd? The Pink fella with pink hair? Pink panther? Which chick is it? I was blur for quite sometime, trying to figure out who W is talking about, this I finally pop out the question, who the heck is PINK??! and he said, "the Chinese guy with shoulder length hair at that place!!" and I was like laughing my head off and tell him "Its PUNKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, you silly!!!!!!" hahahaa!! We had a good laugh.. I told Chris about it.. but then.. I think better to keep this away from Punk.. hehe! Poor thing..Well, people who is bad in names just make things funny at times.. I can still remember while Sandy was still pregnant (she finally delivers her cute little baby boy on March 1st), she was cracking her head thinking of the perfect name for the little prince.. and she actually satisfied with the name Joshua.. and she told the close family members and the mother-in-law said, "huh? po chua ah?" in which "po chua" means newspaper in Hokkien dialect.. She ended up didn't use that name.. and when I visited her at the hospital, she told me the final decision was Rayson. It came from a guy who I liased with from a job agency. The guy's name was Raysen.. and since he always call the office and they always said "Raysen's on the line" and the name kinda stuck in Sandy's head I guess.. so there it is ... That was the latest name unless, she change it again.. anyway she has got 2 weeks to go and kautim the name thingy..
